The Meaning of Hipster-dom

All I know is that I want to be a hipster. I've searched my mind for hours, and I still can't find what I've been looking for; a reason why. Why do I want to be a hipster? Why am I going to push myself to be something, that as of right now, I'm not. I guess it gives me an excuse to do things that I wouldn't do in otherwise do. Like being half-anorexic. If you've read some of my earlier blog posts, you've probably seen that I'm becoming half-anorexic. You probably thought I was kidding. I'm not. I know it's a stupid thing to get a slight eating disorder just so I can be a hipster, and I have to agree with you, it is. I don't want to admit it to myself, but "becoming a hipster" is just a big excuse for changing myself and gaining an identity. I know this is an extremely short post, but I have to go get my fat ass up off the couch and up and running.